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Sunday, May 08, 2005

Sleep or the lack thereof

Sleep is an amazing thing. You do not realize what it does for you until you go without. For the last month or two, I haven't sleep good. I have taken pain medicine, muscle relaxers and the occasional sleep medication all to no avail. The pain just kept waking me up. Finally on Thursday night I only got up once and then went right back to sleep. Friday morning I felt like a new woman. I had patients, and enjoy being at work. I love my job and this lack of sleep has kept me from enjoying one of the things I love most, My Students. I have not had a lot of patients and have not taken the time to see God in them and to enjoy the little victories in life. So on Friday, I just sat and enjoyed them. I laughed with them again, sat on the floor and played with them. Friday night I slept for the first time without medication. 2 good nights that I am very thankful for. Last night I wasn't as lucky, but it was not too bad. I am hoping that I am over the hump and can see a little light at the end of the tunnel. I have 2 weeks left of school with my kids and I want to enjoy every moment I can and will try not to let the lack of sleep creep into my attitude.

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